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This journal is so old. It has a lot of old memories though...

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May. 16th, 2006 | 12:39 pm
mood: boredbored
music: Aiden, the last sunrise

Well this weekend was pretty fun. On friday i went to JD's brothers house and got really fucking stoned, I mean REALLY FUCKING STONED. It was pretty fun. JD got drunk and was really sick the next morning. It was funny. ON saturday we went to a BBQ and then that night we went to JD's house and didn't really do anything. ON sunday I went home and just sat around. Yesterday night i got slightly drunk. Thats about all i did so ya. Peace out and much love.

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Lots of walking.

May. 8th, 2006 | 11:52 am
mood: aggravatedaggravated

Well this weekend was pretty fucking fun. Clara and Pam came over and we went to visit kevin at taco bell and then we asked him if he wanted to come over after he got off and he did. He ended up spending the night. Then his friend Scott came over and ended up spending the night also. I think Clara likes him. hehehe... We walked a fucking lot, we walked from my house to the rec center, to nye beach, then to thriftway, then back to my house. It was crazy. Kevin bought everyone food at JC and we went home and ate it and watched SLC Punk and talked about stuff and played tekken. Not quite in that order however. Oh and then this guy named Matt ended up spending the night also. On sunday pam, clara, scott and me went to freddies and walked around and tryed on shoes again. Then clara went home. Then we went to taco bell again and then to my house and after that we went to scott's house to watch a movie. We never finished it though because we went to the fair so he could talk to someone and to eat elephant ears. Him and pam and me are going to be conjoined triplets. It's going to be CraIzy! ya well I don't have much else to say so peace out and much love everyone.

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May. 2nd, 2006 | 11:57 am
mood: boredbored

This weekend was pretty funny. Pam came over and we went to fred meyer and the stupid lady working there woulden't let us ride the moose and bear. Stupid bitch. It was really fun when we were throwing the tire tube and the glowy ball. JD stayed at my house from wednesday to sunday. It was fun, we uhhhh... played video games and got drunk and he puked EVERYWHERE... well at least it was outside. Ya well ummm I guess that is it for now. OH ya thanks for the atreyu CD JD. hehehe BYE NOW!

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Apr. 26th, 2006 | 12:00 pm
mood: blahblah

Ok lets see. On thursday night i watched hostel and the chronicles of narnia with JD. Hostel was really fucking good and sick but oh well. Then on friday night me, JD, Kelson and a whole shit load of other people went to see silent hill. That is a pretty good movie. I didn't like the part with the burning babies though. It was fucking creepy. Saturday I didn't do anything except for get stoned watch music videos and pass out. Sunday JD came over that night. Monday I think was the night that we went to the beach at night and sat by a fire and talked for like three hours. It was a pretty good night. Last night JD came over but i got really depressed and we had a very emotional conversation. It was good though. Well thats it for now so peace out and much love.

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A jolly good time...

Apr. 17th, 2006 | 12:00 pm
mood: groggygroggy

Well hell. Friday JD kelson and I went camping at moonshine... in the rainy cold weather. It was a very interesting night indeed. We got stoned and Kelson was paranoid as fuck. It was pretty funny though. We played don't break the ice (JD bought it for me) and listened to music and had smores... It sucked cus the inside of the tent got all fucking wet and I was like SHIT! But it was a fun time. However we shall not go camping again until summer. Then on Saturday me and JD went and saw scary movie 4. It was a pretty good movie. It was short though. Then we went to my house and I got a little drunk and he spent the night. But Dude on the previews for scary movie four there was one for.... CLERKS 2! Hell fucking ya! Another movie with jay and silent bob! We have to go see it when it comes out. Oh and we saw another preview for the 666 movie and it looks pretty fucking sweet. I think me and JD are going to see that silent hill movie on friday, but i'm not quite sure. Ya well anyway. Yesteryday was a pretty good day. I went to church with JD and his mom, then we walked to my grandma's house and i showed him the great outdoors. It was fun. Jay and him were breaking sticks on trees and stuff. Remember when we used to do that pam? I was walking and i almost fucking slipped and fell on my ass, but i didn't. I saved myself and it was fucking sweet too. I was so pissed off at JD though because he shot a baby cow with a bb gun, i was like ohhhhh poor baby cow. And then jay and him both shot a fucking dying cow like 10 times, even though they said they didn't. Well after that we went to my house and had easter dinner and got drunk off of night train. Well me and Jay did. We watched dawn of the dead but i was falling asleep half of the time. Then we ate and finally went to sleep. That was my weekend, it was pretty fucking fun. So ya I shall write more in here later. Peace out and much love everyone.

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Apr. 11th, 2006 | 11:55 am
location: schooool
mood: fullfull

Well shit it's been a fucking while. I decided that I should start writing in this journal again. Well I live in Newport now. I am actually doing really good. I don't cut except for maybe a couple every once in a while and Alternative school is fun. I have a boyfriend. His name is JD and he's really fucking cool. I actually have a life now and I do things that normal teenagers do. so ya everything is good now I will tell you about my weekend. Well this weekend was pretty fun. I did go to that bon fire and me and kim finally got the fire started and all of these fucking college kids came and invaded our bon fire and they had beer and didn't even offer any to us. It was bullshit. Well ya I got really fucking stoned though. Brandon trusted me with his pipe and weed. It was sweet. Me and JD were sitting on this sand mound away from the bon fire and everyone was going out there to take a piss. It was funny cus all these people were pissing around us and we were just laughing. Well that was friday. On saturday we didn't really do anything but buy fish and get drunk. Me and JD slept in a tent too, it was fun. Sunday was JD's b-day and we actually didn't do anything but sit around. Well we did go to izzy's later that night. It was fun, there were a lot of old people though and then there was me JD and kelson. Great stuff. Dude Kelson almost spit fucking ice cream everyone. It was fucking great. I guess Kelson wants JD and me to go EXTREME! camping with him this summer, that should be fun. Well I don't really have much else to say so peace out and much love everyone.

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Sep. 8th, 2005 | 09:01 am
mood: discontentdiscontent

woah it's been a long fucking time. This journal is all depressing and stuff. Well those anti-depressants didnt do a god damn thing for me. I tryed to kill myself. Then Summer was boring. Now I go to alternative school. I try not to cut and thats about it.

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Hello all you invisable people

May. 11th, 2005 | 02:27 pm
mood: contentcontent

Well i havent written in this journal in a long ass time. It's probably cus no one actually reads it. The only person who did was kenny and well you know. But i guess i'm doing good. I'm on anti-depressants now. THey are little pink pills. ya. I havent cut in a really long ass time. Thats good, I guess. I am really glad that school is almost out. I'm not doing that great in school right now and its kinda shitty so ya. I dont really know what to talk about but later i'm sure i will think of something so peace out everyone.

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Poor Poor Kenny....

Apr. 19th, 2005 | 08:49 am
mood: blankblank

The Used

Poetic Tragedy Lyrics

the cup is not half empty as pessimists say
as far as he's sees nothings left in the cup
a whole cup full of nothing for him to induldge
since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up

a singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
he gave heed to nothing, and all that he was....
is just a tragedy

so he voyages in circles
succeeds getting nowhere
and submits to the substance
that first got him there

than in violent, frustration he cries out to God or just no one
is there a point to this madness and all that he was....
is just a tragedy

he feels alone
his heart in his hand
he's alone
he feels alone
I feel....

then on that last day he breaks
and he stood tall
and he yelled... and he takes his life

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